I tried to measure myself in your eyes. I never knew who I was being compared to, so I always tried to be the best. I gave you too much power, always wanting to be all that you desire. The pressure is heavy now, in truth it has been for far too long. It’s […]
Tag / pain
I remember you sweet girl. So lost. So alone. I felt everything that you could not and I held it deep for you. The suffering could not touch you then, for the weight of the pain and sorrow would have crushed you. I held it off of you. You turned to everyone that should have […]
Can I tell you something? Cry. Deny. Justify. Shut down. Please, I need to talk about this. Cry. Deny. Justify. Shut down. I needed you to help me. I was so alone. Cry. Deny. Justify. Shut down. The cycle of abuse continues round.
The bright sun brings resolve, you are gone. You will never reach my soul again. You are there smiling, in the darkness behind closed eyes. Killing me all over again.
I would have liked to have known you when you were a young boy. I would have done all I could have to save you. Born into a fucked up family. Expected to win but set up to lose. No love. No room for error. Punches flew from the man he looked up to. […]
A hole deep and dark Its depths reaching further down than the eye can see. Long ago left by its creator, the stones that line the inside keep it from crumbling in on itself. Supported by the weight of the muck and water, the walls hold steadfast. Storms come. Years pass. Heavy rains fill […]
I hurt for you. With your words you told us to roar like women. When I called for you, silence. I hurt for hurting you. Shame is not what I want you to feel. Pain is not what I want for your soul. “You did your best,” as they say. I don’t know what […]