She drew colors so vibrant that strangers smiled at her brightness. Her laughter came out as giggles between grins. She trusted wholly. She held no mysteries, nothing to reveal. It took only an instant to diminish the light in her eyes, the masquerade of her life had begun.
Tag / Psychology
Can I tell you something? Cry. Deny. Justify. Shut down. Please, I need to talk about this. Cry. Deny. Justify. Shut down. I needed you to help me. I was so alone. Cry. Deny. Justify. Shut down. The cycle of abuse continues round.
I am the voice thought never to speak. I am the strength mistaken for weak. I am secrets brought forth to light. I am the day awakened from night.
The bright sun brings resolve, you are gone. You will never reach my soul again. You are there smiling, in the darkness behind closed eyes. Killing me all over again.
There are words I cannot tell you They may break you There are moments I will never share They may kill you There is no blame in what you do not know Though I’ll always wonder if you do
I would have liked to have known you when you were a young boy. I would have done all I could have to save you. Born into a fucked up family. Expected to win but set up to lose. No love. No room for error. Punches flew from the man he looked up to. […]
Words come at night I no longer expect to sleep The words come at night A boundless amount of them to keep So many stories to tell I grab one with my fingers and put it to paper before it swirls back in with the rest. Rest. I thrive on so little of it. […]