I remember you sweet girl. So lost. So alone. I felt everything that you could not and I held it deep for you. The suffering could not touch you then, for the weight of the pain and sorrow would have crushed you. I held it off of you. You turned to everyone that should have […]
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The ones she had stayed for, now left her behind.
Scrolling through lines of words, looking for a blank space. Staring at a blank space, trying to find the words.
I am here amongst the words. A jumbled mess, a line that flows. Perfectly me.
She drew colors so vibrant that strangers smiled at her brightness. Her laughter came out as giggles between grins. She trusted wholly. She held no mysteries, nothing to reveal. It took only an instant to diminish the light in her eyes, the masquerade of her life had begun.
Can I tell you something? Cry. Deny. Justify. Shut down. Please, I need to talk about this. Cry. Deny. Justify. Shut down. I needed you to help me. I was so alone. Cry. Deny. Justify. Shut down. The cycle of abuse continues round.
I am the voice thought never to speak. I am the strength mistaken for weak. I am secrets brought forth to light. I am the day awakened from night.
The bright sun brings resolve, you are gone. You will never reach my soul again. You are there smiling, in the darkness behind closed eyes. Killing me all over again.
Then, one day, she found her people. They asked questions their faith had long forbidden, finding answers in a new world. They let her feel her scars and acknowledged her tears. Showing her she was allowed to let go of those who had hurt her, all the while building her up with their love. Instilling in […]
The secrets were the family’s alone. Bestowed upon the children as the elders whispered too close to innocent ears.